Sunday, December 13, 2009

Ketukan Stiletto

Di menit ke lima, tak ... tuk ... tak ... tuk - kanan kiri, kanan kiri dan begitu seterusnya. Cukup ngebut dibandingkan yang lainnya. Tak jarang suara ketukan-ketukan itu diiringi pandangan menuju sebuah pergelangan. Nafasnya menderu layaknya orang yang menghabiskan waktunya dalam perjalanan tangga tak berujung di gedung setinggi langit yang tak jua berbatas.

Hufff...dan tak ... tuk ... tak ... tuk - lagi dan seterusnya begitu selam enam puluh menit ke depan. Pandangannya lurus dengan tatapan tak beraturan namun pikirannya tertuju pada suatu tempat. Dag ... dig ... dug ... pun muncul timbul tenggelam dalam waktu yang terbilang singkat. Was-was, penasaran berlomba layaknya pelari dalam arena pertandingan. Dalam waktu yang menegangkan entah siapa nanti yang jadi pemenang diantara semua.

Ckiiit! ... "Hey hati-hati kalau melintas!"
Bahkan teriakan ketus pun tak dihiraukannya dan terus menempuh perjalanan dalam langkah yang semakin lama semakin cepat. Pikirannya benar-benar berbaur satu dan lainnya. Kali ini lebur benar-benar tanpa ada kesepakatan tentang konsekuensi. Semuanya beradu dengan sebuah kecepatan dan ketangkasan.

Dan tak ... tuk ... pun berhenti pada sebuah titik. Stasiun kereta membuatnya terdiam tanpa jejak suaranya. Ia tak lagi melangkah, namun kali ini adalah waktunya menunggu kereta tiba. Dan ia pun menduduki sebuah 'bench' yang setia selalu menunggu kedatangan dan melihat kepergian para mahluk.

"Hmm pff leganya...gak terlambat sama sekali. Bahkan sampai lebih cepat dari beberapa waktu yang dijadwalkan. Mudah-mudahan semua berjalan lancar tanpa perihal-perihal yang berkecamuk. Dilancarkan ya Tuhan, amin :D".

Sore itu di sebuah waktu penantian sepasang stiletto dengan permainan alunan mereka beristirahat sejenak, sambil menunggu sebuah keajaiban lagi. Dan menunggu hingga waktu yang tepat.

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Sunday, December 6, 2009

Its about Friends




What friends are for?...Sebuah pertanyaan yang nyata dan seringkali dipertanyakan oleh orang-orang, bahkan teman dekat kita.
Sebegitu ringannya pertanyaan, namun kadang seringkali sulit menjabarkannya. Sesuatu yang terlihat sepele tapi bermakna banyak bagi setiap insan yang memilikinya.
Friends are him, her, they, that, this or etc.
What the meaning of frinds for you then?
(Well, for me -->
friends are color, lots of mixture feelings on it just like a rainbow
friends are free, can be from anywhere with so much opinion from their mind
friends are like the fog, someday show up and nope
friends are like firework, make us feel so warm
friends are lovely...
Friends are teacher, coz so many unpredictable thought spell out to outside from their experiences
Friends are pages of life that will creation a big big book
Friends are stories
Friends are friends...something little in HUGE impact
Friends are you ^_^

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Tentang Kartu Tarot

Tentang Kartu Tarot

NT (No Title)

Wow now is december.
December magic is calling and waiting for another miracle. ^_^
Dag dig dug is there waiting for the answer.
Hummm may GOD blessed us all the way ya. Amin

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Mendung dan I Can't Get Over You

Hmmm quite noon here in my town, already enter cold motion i guess..Sweet moment with this Song.
Lupa sih siapa yang nyanyi, yang pasti dia terkenal banget.
Denger lantunan yang satu ini sih mupeng rasanya buat ngobrol sama orang yang jaraaaaaang banget bisa tatap muka sama dia. Huff gak jauh-jauh amat sih, tapi susaaaah.
Dia itu seorang teman lama yang busy, apalagi untuk saat-saat sekarang hingga 2 atau tiga tahun ke depan. Huwaaa betapa...betapa...teman, I wish you here and we both having luck in chat.

Monday, November 9, 2009

Reading Lights


Reading Lights...begitu kurang lebih rentetan huruf yang terpampang hampir di sebuah sudut jalanan bernama Siliwangi. Tidak begitu besar, namun tidak juga kecil. Bangunan yang memiliki 2 lantai itu cukup lumayan dikunjungi pelanggannya. Di sana kita bisa menikmati hari dengan tenang sambil membaca buku, makan camilan dengan porsi yang lumayan mengenyangkan, bersantai dengan teman-teman juga mengolah beberapa benang wol yang syukur-syukur bisa kau untai menjadi sebuah benda berguna.
Reading Lights...tempat yang biasanya sekedar terlewati tanpa menghentikan perputaran ban yang melekat pada komponen mobil. Hingga suatu saat lepas dari belenggunya dan berjalan tanpa arah. Itu kali pertama akhirnya aku mengunjungi tempat tersebut dan jatuh cinta pada pandangan pertama dengan komposisi interiornya. Begitu melekat di otak hingga di masa yang lama tak berkunjung pun masih saja terngiang-ngiang susunan tempat tersebut.
Seperti lem yang tak mau lepas dan aku benar-benar terhipnotis dengan suasana di dalamnya. Dan kuyakin beberapa banyak dari kalian pun akan merasakan sensasi seperti yang kualami.

Melepas lelah di tempat itu setelah sekian lama tak menyentuh, meraba, menelanjangi beberapa sudutnya dengan cerita ternyata membuatku cukup kangen. Dan beruntunglah suatu hari temanku mengajak kembali pada tempat secukupnya itu.
Cukup banyak perasaan tertinggal di tempat itu di waktu yang lampau, kini aku kembali dengan rasa yang lain. Mungkinkah kali ini GOD memberikan sentuhan keajaibanNya di tempat ini?
Reading Lights...the place where you can have lots of sharing with somebody u aloud to...the place where u can get new lights for your ownself and other ... the place where u can read about everythings happened arround us.

Well, begitulah sedikit cerita dariku mengenai bangunan dengan judul Reading Lights. :D

(Gambar didapat dari search engine - google)

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Last Day Of October

Last day!...Last day!
Hehehehe
This is the meaningful month for me coz I got new friends. And they are amazing with their skill.
An art people that stand in thumbs up level.
With friendly way in a friendship.
And never come in my mind to have relationship with all these person. Feel so exciting in knowing them.
Thanks GOD *_*

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Saturday Act!

Saturday again!
This time is mine time to go in walking and feeling the air outside. Even i walked under the gloomy day, but the view I've gotten was so remarkable. I was accompanied with children whose play "Ucing Sumput/Hide and Seek" and "Lompat Karet". In this modern time it's so rare for me to get this kinda games played. I am proud of it coz that games could stand by between the "techno" gadgets around. And I put my smile on them while they were tried to hide until counts 10th ended.
Not far from that place I was through a group of elementary school that worn a "Pramuka" uniform, they were brought a flag on their hand. Run here and run there in full spirit. Humm and that's the moment I smiled again. It was remind me when I am on their age became a fellow of that group. Followed some camp activities in brave even without sharp preparation. What a fun activities ^_^.
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The weather still gloomies and worst became a big rain. At least I were having my lunch with friends - Mba Meitha at some small canteen in Cihampelas. More big and not stopped in fast mode. Pretty long to be patient at that time.
After that we gone for giving a stuff at another friends home.
On the way, we looked at to the two elementary students who worn a 'Jas Hujan' - like i used to be wear when I was child like both of them. We chatted after commentaried what we felt about it view.
Today panorama are so cool and like to be like do it again in the future. Nice and very enjoy the whole times we spend.
:)

Friday, October 16, 2009

The Bells Rang

And somewhere beneath i heard it voice again
Rang! Rang! Rang!
Bells rang in some other midnight in cold land
It's preview about something
The important things in living life
Might be it would be mine

Rang! Rang! Rang!
Really made me asking to my own self
That all rang remind me for something too
Felt so O...O...
But i'll face it when it true happening

Rang! Rang! Rang!
Bells rang, sounding the living life for peace come near
It's a time to move forward
Enjoy every pleasure moment comes by

then I'll prepare for it turns :)

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Night on Metropolitland


Long day to through in finding new journey
Long way that take spinning time to end in it dot

Half of happiness because I said so
See those color without some appreciate moment that I adore of

To wear that pink shoes
To wear that black costume
To wear that flower brooch

And to walk away while enjoy some minutes listening your voice

Night on Metropolit land
With lost some moment in mind

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Fly Me To The Moon

Fly me to the moon
Let me play among those stars
Let me see what spring is like On Jupiter and Mars

In other words, hold my hand
In other words, baby kiss me

Fill my heart with song
And let me sing for ever more
You are all I long for
All I worship and adore

In other words, please be true
In other words, I love you

Women in Gown

Here they are
Step forward one by one
With it's eyes spreading the ballroom

It's heart beating so
Feeling somebody whose got that rhyme too

And it looks still find out
Somebody there

The man starring from above
The man who waiting for it's love
The man in smoothly eyes
The man in right suit

And here's they are
Step by step
Under the sweet gown
and
Above the lovely high heels fit

Swinging here and swinging there
Sway with charmingly over the floor
And still with the look

Between all rhymes
That heart's still on beat
In feeling somebody

Somebody in great harmony of life
Somebody whose greeting in right action
Somebody that admiring love as it's recall of life
And let it flow by handed of GOD
To get peaceful and the warmth

And here's they are
Standing still and waiting for unsightly yummy slice of life

Mind Of Tuxedo Silhoutte

It was a person behind that clothing
A stylish clothing for someone who attending cocktail party in a ballroom

It was someone who wears them
A set of tuxedo with a charm tie on it

It was someone whose waiting for it's couple
In loyalty time even

It was someone who like starring a sight from the balcony
Feeling the lively downstairs with all vibrating tunes

On that silent times, it eyes still look forward
Somewhere inside the mind say to wait
And somewhere in its heart beating so
A thought said it's here, somewhere, without you realize
Very close but unseen yet

I just need the signal to react that action
I just need one look for assure
And I'll pick it for real

Coz deep down my heart, I know there is
Someone who get connection with me
And with her I'll charge this life for

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Tetap Misteri

Suatu hari seseorang bertanya, "Apa ya yang akan terjadi 5 menit dari sekarang di depan kita?"
Kemudian yang lain pun melontarkan sesuatu, "Gak pernah tahu bung!"

Yes gak pernah tahu even kita bertemu orang-orang hebat pun, semua kembali lagi padaNYA.
Misteri dan selalu that's life called.
Dan setahuku MISTERI adalah nama terhebat untuk sesuatu yang terjadi di dunia ini. Betapapun kejadian demi kejadian adalah sebuah pengulangan di masa silam. Selalu ada kemungkinan baru dalam sebuah pengulangan yang terprediksi.

So dun forget to remember HIM always everywhere u are.
Coz he the mystery guest is the ONE and the Greatest.

Hebatnya si Tetap Misteri.
Have fun with all ur activities then :)

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Flying Again

Hmmm what a life lately...Seem this is the other things i have to do.
Flying to the new journey of life.
Now I'm being a leaves that ready blow by the wind.
Just let the pattern flowing me somewhere to get new story.
New vision, newbies, new direction, experiences, knowledge, people, feelings, etc
All I know for sure is I'm flying again in learn something fresh.
Wish me luck then ;p

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

When I See Your Smile

Finally I got it after years passed.
Many people said to be patient is important thing,,,so I'll try to learn it. It's heavy indeed but still move on till today.
Amien for that one coz GOD gimme the result, just a little thing HE put on my life but it was huge.
Just for a smile HE already brighten my days.
SMILE
When I See Your Smile it filled up with Happiness, Merry, Cheering, etc
When I See Your Smile it likes Peacefully sounded me
When I See Your Smile I really like it
When I See Your Smile I'd like passing the day with it

:)

Friday, September 18, 2009

GOD secret & Happy Iedul Fitri

We people just a dust in a huge field that growing by lots of variable. We never know what GOD thinking. Even someday we try to predict but still HE is THE ONE. The kind who create universe and get along with us always.

And someday he was reveal some of HIS secret to the lucky one in so many ways. From the worst way till the brightening one. Then make some people who chosen feel so incredible with that experiences. Just like what I got last day in the early morning after did SAHUR. Never recognised too that was 27th of ramadhan days. There up the sky while it still dark i saw a group of stars. It's about 9 stars with 3 of shining very. Beautiful!

Amazing this : u just stand up on the roof and saw them that felt very close with you. Plus the wind blowed in cooling harmony and companion with voice of people who read Al Qur'an. Quite well symphony. Feel very blessed in see it. Perhaps that's called Lailatul Qadar Night yeah?
Your heart beat so relax and feel so calmly. Peace in front of your face and GOD like standing near to you. What a sweet morning I had last day.

May everythings i do in the next will be bless as it time. Amien

Btw, the ramadhan events will be end in this two days left, so I'd like to say Happy Iedul Fitri for those who celebrate it. May GBU too :). Amiin

Monday, September 7, 2009

Summer weekend in September

Pffiuwww what a day lately! Hot very, yes! summer already come friends. Preparing your summer fits to feel and enjoy it outside. Dun 4get to bring hats to cover ya all from sunshine attacked outta. Uuugh wondering wanna hunting for new hat now, that having fashion style on it :).

Btw i've gettin' on the road last weekend. Everythings rolled up by accidential, without any preparation i went to Jakarta city. Leaving Bandung with my sista car and her chauffer. What a lovely view I captured outta when took off. There's so many things i never see lately and feel it again. Touch of Sun in early morning, sawah between some dvelopment of resting area in freeway, trees that plant for Bandung Go Green,etc. Oh yeah the freeze wind was accompany us through the way. Cold indeed but fresh too ;).

Arrived in Jakarta it's still in the morning time where not to much public transportation outta.And looking forward some pumps to get fuel for the ride.After that we ready to catch new baby born at hospital. Yes looked up forward my sista baby named Amandha. What a catchy names and beautifully baby. Swear GOD that's for real ;).

Helped my sista to went home in the noon, taking care my lil Andrey for a while (from noon - night)...'Nebeng' relatives of my twin sista to catch the way to RS Haji @ pondok gede. a lil bit lost in space coz i have to stay a night at Bekasi. However it pleasure night coz finally I could come to my close friend home in that area. And meet her with her fam is make me happy. Yeah meet a good people is always make ur heart glad ad happy.What a happy family,loved to see 'em.

In Sunday morning i contued my trip to RS Haji intend to meet my pal that was canceled on Saturday night. Long way enough in the mid of hot day but i moved on to the point. And finally successed to arrive there. Pffiuwww after chit chat, laugh here and there, met the baby gal that also beautiful...It's time to tracking the way to some area called Pondok Kelapa. I took BB for ride me to that place. Alhamdulillah I've got nice driver and 'cekatan' enough in searching for addresses (great huh?!). Then we were ok till that point.

It's about Sunday noon I was back to Bandung with my twin relatives and her friend also the chauffer. And here we are in the mid to back again for Bandung city. Alomost slept all the way, but got a great panorama when this eye opened. Nature view that i wont missed in the quite freeway at noon time. Some owesome had been captured and never forget. Well, that exactly happened last weekend. Exhausted but still fun and lot of little bless from GOD. Thank You again for guarding me always SIR :).

Oh yeah last but not least...something miracle between lots of moment is hearing voice of friend that meeting in the old days. Only couple seconds, but if u once read this notes I wanna say 'Hey nice to hear ur voice again :0)'. That's a real spontaneous act but still nice. Okay then...I gtg for other activities now, so see u on the next chap yeah.

Bye then

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Enter Ramadhan

Hummm what a faster rolling days, why? because by the end of this week we-moeslems are going to enter the special month called Ramadhan, when the fellowship of it learn to take a deep breath for every passion in doing wrong. On this month usually GOD give you some treatment so that u can closer than before with HIM. Feels lovely to do that, coz we have to struggle enough in practice that. The great one HE give some gift for those who become HIS follower. The moment you never know when it'll be come to you. And for those who having that experience is the most lucky personal. Coz u will feel something extravagant u never been felt before.

Last year HE gave me a great panorama outside the mosque where I did Tarawih (already mention it on last year notes). It feels great, kinda GOD are watching for you in the closest view.It's so Subhanallah - can't explain with words i guess...but that's the way it is. So if you having great moment on that month that'll unforgetable just keep it in your mind and heart. Coz it's awesome though ... :)

Woff GOD thank's for every miracle You've thrown to people (like me).
Btw for the readers i just wanna say have a bright day on this ramadhan yeah. May GOD bless U always :)

Monday, August 10, 2009

Living

I just know if somebody live with lot of mystery so does the life will gonna be the same too.
So it will be okay if someday you sharing some of your secret to the very...very closest friend of you. So the mystery will be opening one by one without your predict. Dun forget to pray before doing all - i mean when u decided to open some story to your friend or whoever it is. So that GOD will be hand of us too :).

Well actually i did learn from it too several times ago. Feels so brighten when you open that things, even yes someday it's very hard to know the feedback from your friend about the topic we told 'em. In other hand some little liberty there...waiting for us to catch that door. So that we could take a breath in smooth way.

Woff hopefully with this little step we do, the big mystery outta gonna open and give us the answer of everything. Amien :)

Monday, July 20, 2009

The Distance

Someday we never realised bout that. We never planning that something will change on it. When in daily activities there are so many with target, target and target again. What your position, how much money, who do you want happy with, what obligation u need approval to ur own parents,etc.etc...
Wooo what a hectic mind yeap? Mostly you just lost on that circle, forget what the aim of life you want before. Pretty cold out there...you with the new faces of the outline system. you aren't you,just a machine that should do what they asking to you.
That the devil circle,someday could dissepear when we took a time for rest, travelling or etc. something burnt down ussually wake up in those time and make all stuff seems clearly than before.We can see directly all the purpose we eant in this life.
Yeap the distance having a great valuable in somebody life and it happens all the time.
This wiken i've got one picture clear in front of me and yes it changed me a lil bit.And wanna thanks LORD coz U always remind me about everythings.
Amien...

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Mengintip









Mengintip dari bawah ke atas diantara kumpulan awan bertebaran
Seberkas sinar tersembul di baliknya hendak diselimuti
Aaah betapa senangnya waktu istirahat tiba
Nanti, beberapa saat lagi kalian akan ditemani sekelompok bintang yang jadi penggantiku kala malam
Sementara ku akan muncul esok hari
Teman selamat istirahat ya ;p

Monday, July 6, 2009

Beberapa Hari Belakangan

Hai! Sudah masuk bulan Juli sekarang, sayang di hari bahagia gw gak bisa tulis catatan padahal ada yang ingin diceritakan. Sebuah pengalaman aneh, lucu, tapi nyata.

Hari itu tepatnya tanggal 27 Juni, jam 2 - 4 subuh. gw yang tertidur dibangunkan dengan suara yang ramai. suara-suara itu layaknya mesin uap dan banyak orang di sekitarnya. lucu bahkan aneh mereka menyebut-nyebut namaku.
Gw kaget juga dengarnya, masa sih ada orang sebegitu banyaknya di dalam kamar. GAK MUNGKIN! Dan kemudian sesuatu membuat mata gw terbelalak dan coba telaah suasana saat itu. Gila! kamar gw muter dan tiba-tiba dinding-dinding berubah jadi arena terbuka. Gak ada lagi dinding dengan jam handmade kayu, di depan gw waktu itu ada mesin yang keluarin uap dari cerobongnya. Well, gw rasa itu kereta api warnanya merah strip hitam atau kebalikannya.
Ternyata gw terduduk di sebuah bench bukan lagi tempat tidur yang menyenangkan itu. Bantal yang gw peluk pun hilang gak jelas juntrungannya. Sumpah gw bingung en pengen banget tidur lagi...Tapi apa daya gak bisa.
Mata gw gak mau nutup, ada sebuah tiang lampu kuno deket bench yang gw duduki. Tiba-tiba segerumulan orang datang dan buat circle. Mereka-yang notabene hidungnya mancung-mancung itu alias orang-orang bule mendekat dan semakin mendekat. Gw tercekat gak bisa lari, ngomong atau sekedar bersin. Deg...Deg-an juga sih pasalnya KENAPA JUGA MEREKA MUTERIN GW!?!Secara gitu loh mukanya pada serius kayak mau makan orang aja hahahaha...
Kira-kira udah mau subuh tuh ya mereka semua ketawa dan salaman sama gw.Mereka bilang Happy Birthday. (Haaahhh...)
Salah satu dari mereka pun berceletuk, "Miss Belinda We are All Waiting For You Here (So Much) ...". Makin bingunglah aku (WHERE?!)
Eh dijawablah sama orang-orangan yang kaya di film fantasy itu. Mahluk hijau kayak kermit dan peri-peri yang berterbangan, dwarf fairy - klo gak salah liat juga. (Wewww...SO WEIRD).
Happy Birthday Ma'am. Yeap We are all waiting for you here, so do the prince. He's waiting for you to meet. (WHAT!? A PRINCE?!GOSH...) puyeng sepuyeng-puyengnya. Mana yang kayak Kermit itu baik tapi kok galak juga-disegani kayaknya.Gluk!
Nah pas udah deket adzan subuh banget tu tempat muter lagi...Di kepala gw masih bilang Where the place is?...Dan lagi-lagi semua petunjuk merujuk ke situ.English Land where the great great family begin.ENGLAND! ENGLAND CALLING! YOU MUST GO THERE...
Saat adzan subuh berkumandang hanya suara kereta yang gw dengar Tuuut!...Tuuut!...Dan sebuah kalimat A PRINCE WAITING...
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Beberapa hari setelah kejadian gw nyaris melupakannya karena terhibur beberapa kegiatan. Sampai waktu dimana gw mengalami sedikit kecelakaan. Kecelakaan yang membuat gw beristirahat di rumah selama beberapa hari karena gak mampu berjalan dengan baik. Dalam istirahat yang gw kira benar-benar bisa relax and enjot ternyata gak begitu. Gw mengingat betul mimpi-mimpi tentang two soul whose seperated by something. That's two soul of a prince and princess.
Funny how they are...gimana gak gw bilang begitu. Pasalnya nih both of them tuh nyambung tapi lewat batin. Coz yang princess ditawan atau sengaja dihilangkan dulu kemana, sementara yang prince melanglang buana buat cari princess-nya yang gak ketemu-ketemu. Kadang mereka nyambung tapi ada dinding tebel yang gak mau retak untuk bisa diruntuhkan. Tapi dinding itu bercelah, jadi mereka berdua bisa ngintip. Kocaknya lagi tiap mereka ngintip gak pernah bareng-bareng...Kocak-kocak gemes deh pokoknya...(Gw bikin buku juga deh ni cerita-udah sih lagi disketsa ;p )
Gak kebayang gimana endingnya...
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Nah itu sih beberapa hari belakangan yang hidup di hari-hari gw...Hummm biasanya sih to be continued...we'll see lah

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Hehehe ya begitulah gw jadi teringat mata rantai puzzle yang berterbangan itu. Mudah-mudahan selesai.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Passing Day

Passing Day still running, lots of action and reaction include to that all things.
Mad, happy, brave, scare, smiling, crying, loving and hating people must be one of that passing and happening always.
One day in life you have might have some sentimental thought. When it happened you really get crushin' into so that every words that your pal told isn't in right place. There...somewhere inside you something "tring..tring.." bright in nicest way, adding your purpose about how does the life continue.
That's part of life that give you a passion in doing everything in high mode.
We want life in liberate even still in some social value. Yes dear, there still a value too so you can manage in well way.
Value that include in that sentimental thought which bring you still stand out in every moment of your life.
Passing day already but the moment to get the better life and greater future still in our hand. So don't be the passing day just a passed but learn from it. What else still wrong or less in life...perhaps we can share to somebody else and make some touchy so that life will be meaningful than before.

Monday, June 15, 2009

Monday Grey

Huff Monday is supposed to be bright but today wasn't bright enough.
Yes, the birds sing a song last morning in a brave melody...but still this noon isn't happy as last morning.
The Sun hiding and everything seems so GREY...woff unexpected day.
The birds stopped singing already since 12 o'clock, now the situation become quite than before.
It might be raining outside in couple hours from now...well I don't know either but i don't like this time.
Make you sick to think about everything you like.
What a weird movement even there's still tic...toc and ding..dong that always stand up in the corner to shout out the time.
Slow ... very slow ... nope to slow for today doing anything you want. Very unexcited moment.
Wreck!...

Sunday, June 14, 2009

This June

Whoaaaa June already rollings to the middle dates...
This month coming with the sound of nature everywhere.
Make my heart calm, happy, etc. anything mix on it months...
On this june all birds always sing a song in the morning above my window...
Singing the melody from their heart about the days.
They chatting is fully of smiley topics too, their doing some acrobatic action sometimes.
Made me having smile in generally moments...
What a day...they are very funny creatures :)

This June i feel missed someone too...Dunno why but it happening
Might be the atmosphere bring that kinda feeling to me after several moment can't see all clearly
Whofff that feeling showing with some fearness too. Wow what this is all about?
Why I'm happy with something but feel scare too?

Uuugh GOD i juz wanna share this all panorama with it silhouette someday.
Yeap when we are meant to be together someday...
Hope so...

Well, i think i wanna take a breath and feel the air in enjoy
Hahahaha...
So see you all next time in my big day that'll be held within 2 weeks from now :)

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Tempo Doeloe


Kamu pasti tidak akan percaya dimana aku sekarang?...
Sebuah taman kecil yang cukup rindang dengan pemandangan yang cukup cantik berimbang dengan perumahan-perumahan tua masa lampau
Aku sekarang berdiri di sebuah pojokan ...tepatnya di bawah sebuah pohon yang rindang selagi berteduh dari hujan rintikan yang lembut jika mengenai kulitmu. Sayangnya, saat itu aku tidak ingin sekujur tubuh ini basah di bawah naungan rintikan air yang lembut itu.
Dari situ aku melihat dan memperhatikan mereka. Mereka yang berpakaian sesuai dengan jamnnya. Jaman dimana noni-noni dan para tuan tanah berkeliaran di tanah Indonesia. Jaman dimana manusia-manusoia yang hilir mudik masih dapat dihitung dengan jari.
Aaah betpa indahnya pemandangan ini. Mereka berdua berteduh di bawah sebuah pohon transparan antik seperti di film-film Tempo Doeloe. Begitu anggun dan manisnya. Bayangkan saja ketika kau melihat seorang perempuan yang memggenakan pakaian semi-modern abad pertengahan...
Bahan yang lembut, sedikit menerawang butakan penglihatan kaum adam namun tetap sopan. diatas rambutnya yang panjang terurai dan berombak itu terdapat sebuah bando berwujud untaian daun berwarna putih. dan perempuan itu tertawa dengan renyahnya, sedangkan yang laki-laki menggenakan kemeja dan celana lurus berwarna senada. bagusss sekali dan menyejukkan mata-mata yang melihatnya.
Bagaimana? Percaya? pasti tidak.
Tak apa-apa...kamu dan kamu dan kamu boleh tidak percaya akan semua ini.
Jikalau lain hari kalian mendapatkan sebuah pemandangan kecil seperti ini, jangan lupa berbagi dengan ku ya.
Aaah sudahi dulu perjalanan kali ini..kapan-kapan kita sambung lagi.

denier moment avant

mmm lalala mmm lalala...
ayunkan kaki ke kiri dan kanan, mainkan kepala atas dan bawah, meloncat dan berpijak lagi sampai ke tanah. syalalalala....
terbang sesaat sebelum menapak, berputar-berputar pada satu kaki yang menumpu.
aaah mirip tari balet. Aku ..aku ingin dalam skali hidupku ini benar-benar berada di Bolshoy dan hanya untuk melihat tarian itu.
Legenda Snow white atau The Swan yang terkenal se'antero' dunia yang indah saat dimainkan.
Aaaah Tuhan, kapan ya?
Dan lagi-lagi sepintas kata melewati pikiranku yang melanglang buana ini.
"Bisa...kamu pasti bisa!", tidak ada yang tidak mungkin teman, seseorang bijak berkata padaku.
...Semua itu asalnya dari dalam hati anak muda. Asal kau teguh pada pendirianmu itu,pasti ada jalan terbuka untuk merealisasikan mimpi-mimpi itu...
Jangan lupa untuk tidak meninggalkan mimpi itu, hal yang kecil dan sering dilupakan orang-orang jaman sekarang.
Bermimpi-berusaha sekuat tenaga-capailah sampai berhasil....

Friday, May 1, 2009

New Month

New Month new spirit new cut new days new experiences new knowledge...
Between the newest time in our life don't forget to thanks GOD for everything happen in life
Opening may this year might be there are full of energy in surviving for better life
:)

Monday, April 27, 2009

waiting for...

What a life! living in a messy world that every one can purchase yourself based on one of humanity basic needs. It needs to pretend your self for still alive, meaning your job. On it there's a things called management. How the management can working ideal with the mission of company. Indeed it's an important object to release inside, so that you can beat and be the winner outside.
How can the company becoming a winner if inside of that there are no trust for the employee in exploring their job. Someday people said that We Are Playing in Easy Harmony, but what you get inside?...
No trustworthy means you dead...That's why so many company burnt down before get the joyful moment.
We know that working world full of battle right and left, even from your own friends. But hey watch them just for make something better in the future. They've got their own reason to be mean. Till the date coming, just be a watcher and waiting for the right moment to act.
The last but not least just wanna say don't scare to face what will be happen, GOD have a reason to HIS creature when give you position somewhere. GANBATE!
Every little things have a purposing behind the act, we're human just can think and trying to fix something wrong, someday act too not in heavy capacity. But if those mistaken couldn't fix by us, then it's something you have to do directly with GOD.

Friday, April 24, 2009

Hmmpff....

Hmmmpfff....that's what I've been doing after this two days my mind really get crush with script panel and those stories...
What a two days crazy but hey however moi still addicted in script writer world and comical sphere. Hohoho.... might be I'm the one who crazy in writing a script..wewww
Otherwise now is Friday, it means time for having fun after work. Yipikayey!!! I'm gonna play arround to catch some socialite atmosphere somewhere that i can make my view in delight mode.
Let's hanging arroung find new person out the work time.
Rockin' huh?! yeap hunt here... hunt there and find out happiness in coincidental areas.
Enjoy those time then ;)

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Whispering

I sat in my desk...and in a moment while my hand stood on keyboard with searching my mind send a message to whisper some name.
Something inside push me harder to do it
So I said one names (won't tell here, just me and GOD know it)
Several time later hey it names showed up in my email inbox
What an amazing
Is he listen to it? or juz coincidental movement?...

Monday, April 6, 2009

pleisure momento


What a pleisure moment we had at some place in Pejaten Raya called Salihara. This picture took in last Saturday when there's a reading time by 10 lovely woman writers. There are Ayu Utami, Djenar Maesayu, Dewi Lestari, Nenden..., Linda ..., etc.
For the rest of my life this is the 1st time to watched this kinda activity. Never like it before and dunno what happen inside ma mind on this one....
Hwahahahaha
Just like ma friends told me There's always the First time for everything...
Funny...when u wanna throw something outta ur life, that things always come in. huufff but it's okay, at least this one useful.
I found spirit to continue my project in poetry...hehehehe.Nice huh?!

Yesterday

Wooww what happened in yesterday ya?
I watched this movie CArolina that's the title. About friendship and love, that's two words i never pay attention again for over two months. Almost three i guess...relationship too with grandma that made me broken heart when see the scene. Huawwaaa a little bit remember her, kinda missed her much...
Yap leaving this kinda place make my brain full with job description and forget about that all stuff.
Yesterday and the day before yesterday had slapped me into
That two days made me remember about friendship, relationship to other, have fun and get socialite and followed by the invisible enemy.
Whoaaa that's all i can say for now .

Just See Them ...

What are you doing in spare time?
Mmm Reading, watching, hang out to get fresh atmosphere, having kuliner outta...what else yeah?
Well i don't remember again now.
This is one of my shot when accompanied my big sista family.
Just wanna have this angle for killing the time softly.
Lumayanlah caught it, read they gesture then make a notes about it.
One regular activity including all items u'll do in spare time.

Friday, March 20, 2009

When I Fallin In Love....

Me? Perhaps...But not clear too.
That Title i took from the song i was listening into at the office, while waiting for confirmation about script i made...
Mmm i was looking up for the sir whose taking care of that kinda stuff,but i couldn't find him yet.
Then i just sitting in front of this computer and seeing Keanu on block.
And the memory goes to Lake House movie, where he was a main actor on that movie. Played with the funny one Sandra Bullock.
I remember the landscape of that house, the freshen air in autumn. The whitey in snowy, the hangout moment.
Love without seeing i called that moment. Impossible but enchanting always...hehehe
done here! the song rolling into another Beat.
so am gonna change ma beat too
Adios amigos!!!!

O...O...Mmm...Mmm

Counting the day?
Counting the seconds?
Counting the memories?
Counting the like and dislike?
Counting the words?
Counting peoples?
Counting panorama?
Counting the money?
Counting seasons?
Counting books?
Counting faces?
Counting and counting
In every corner of adventure
There's so many...uncountable things flying in mind
Without spelling out
Only in thought
And it'll be out loud somewhere beyond the sea
When we are in face to face mode.


O...O...Mmm...Mmm...

Thursday, March 12, 2009

History

History?
What Kinda history we would like to know now?
Hehehe ... just a little bit about this blog name.

I was sitting arround to create some names for my own blog. Then i thought hey what about my name? then i arranged it to the paper, it's took a long time to agree. but the last not agreement was showing, it's disagreement.
I intend to make it something unusual name but will keeping in the long time, till i death perhaps ;0). I did a lot of hang out from my home just for finding new name for this site, what a life huh?! if it spell out in my language will be said like this, "Niat banget deh lo!"
Hehehe what could I say, but that's for sake ;p.
Then I met old and new friends who'd been asked about my nickname. Why this and why that. I never recognize about it before. Until that moment came, the day where i made a decision to use this name. It's called BeluBelloBelle, Belu is my nickname since the last 12 years, Bello is given by my pal in 2002 and from the discussion about the meaning of it in last 2008, Belle is one of my shout out from my best friend Yona ;) . Oh yeah the meaning of it is Belu the tomboy one but beautiful also ( Belu si anak tomboy tapi cantik).
So guys and gals thank's for inspiring me so far...May GOD bless you all . Adios Amigos Fella ;0)

Sunday, March 8, 2009

March Coming March

March coming March coming...like a marching band dum durudumdumdumdumdum
There are lots of sounds
Poke here poke there
So fun...
March coming March coming and the day goes with fast
Rolling in the round round table
O...O...
March coming March coming lots of stuff have to do
So we have to prepare for the one who going to come next
Woff ;)

Saturday, February 28, 2009

back for not the last time

waww what kinda title it is ya?
aaaah ya sudahlah just wanna said that i went home early this weekend,for accidental cause...;(
alias sakit gigi gueeeeeeee.uiks...uiks...seumur-umur nih ceritanya baru gw berasa sakit gigi yang 'jedak-jeduk' rasanya. can u imagine when u were in work then tsiiiiing. ada sesuatu menyentuh saraf2 di pipi lo and that's feel horrible and made u terrible at job =,s....
Tap...tapi gak semuanya jelek siy at least bisa balik bentar even gak niat-niat amat hwahahahaha...and coming to some venue called "Jeune#26"- Enjoy your lucid dream at Rumah Buku yang notabene lumayan deket ma rumah gw yang homey itu.
Not bad coz there's a special perfomance from HOMOGENIC at the end of shows
Oh yeah there's a fashion show too,yeah lumayanlah...mungkin lebih keren kalo udah masuk majalahnya ya.
The bad thing is the atmosphere enak banget bikin 'goyang' just...just dunno why there's no moved there....?!
Klo gw siy tadinya udah ngebayangin versi lainnya...becoz of bla,bla,bla so it ended only in my head. Damn!
Ooooh yah today Bandung feel so freeze , jadi tadinya gw mikir untuk drink something .But...but hey somebody watching up there. So gak jadi deh.....Ah yasud lah better in concious mode lah ya daripada yang lain2...secara tomorrow gw bakalan di'belek'.Whuaaaaa
End for today deh.In the last day of february 2009
Ciao... ;p

Thursday, February 26, 2009

smashed into

now isn't bloomy day or shiny one
everything seeing in cloudy
but something smash into
make everythings so clear, bright and goldy
like a glowing crystal in the hiding place
sparkling and twinkling in the big hearth
and lighting the whole world

Monday, February 23, 2009

Falling A sleep

Whoaaammm it supposed the great energy come this morning, but it wasn't
It's a bright day out there. i stepped out with excited last morning just like commonly i did.
But in th office when i stareted to hunt the ingredients of story then...Bam! something close my eyes and falling a sleep.
It's not because of less sleep but others
Hmm what is it ya?
Tick..Tock...Tick..Tock...
Aha i got it...
That because i didn't make any breakfast today, empty fuel at home
No providing food in storage
Whuaaaa so dicilous ya?Hk...Hk...Hk...
Whatever Keep in fight gal, to the better future
;p

Monday, February 16, 2009

REFRESHING

Lime squash
Lemonade
Coke
Something contents with S-o-d-a and some B-u-b-l-e-s inside and F-l-o-a-t-i-n-g look cool for now
Hey I just need them to breakin' my mind for a while
Taking a rest from words, sentences to catch world full of color
Seeing fresh idea out there
Just need to be REFRESHING

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Unison Of Stars

Somebody had told me something through his drawing picture. It was a story whereas the stars show one by one in one term. Every stars were awakening by something ... every stars knowing denial at the first moment they come. But they learning as fast as the life goes away.
From zero to be Hero someday...Every stars i saw in that picture always get their external time bonus for upgrade their ability.
Stars is always star, however they looks, they always up there shining the world in the dark night.
Dear stars out there when the time is coming we will unison together.
GOD know it ;)

Galatic & Milky Way

what a life!Today i was sitting on my chair as commonly i did.
I was opened my blog and showed an incredible view on it...yeah the pic from NASA file about some Milky Way vs the Galactics ... Awesome just like looking at the palace of mine hehehe
What a beautifully panorama I've ever seen for the rest of my life.
Yeah of course beside the companion of stars glow in every room i was through everywhere ;)

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Fast Tracking

Moving?...Yes I'm in the fast track now on. Trying nu world, well not new at all but more specified than before. Making another short script for children knowledge books. Pretty hard at the first, just like when the first time I jumped into comic world. Wanna puke-lah, dizzy-lah, crazy too.
But Hey I choose it as my life line, so I'll try hard to keep an existence on that way

Fast..Fast...Fast rolling up and down make a headache. Sometimes couldn't think clearly what people talked about...But Once again man! That's L-I-F-E.
Remember that Paulo Coelho told in his books "Alchemist" just thanks to the dream because it can help you to find out what you need in.

How long is not a matter as long as We can S-U-R-V-I-V-E for make it real that the art of Life. Nature of Law it is.
So even me in the fast tracking today, I'll keep my best being alive in this Giant ball.

Amiien ;)

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Milky Way

Dum dam dum...dum dam dum...dum dam dum...dum dam dum...
That's a little humming time from a little girl when she captivated the light in far..far away sky
While sitting on chair in terrace...
Wooo milky-milky way! Where are you going through?
Is there any treasury when you arriving somewhere?
Wooo milky-milky way!
I would like to fly with you and finding new palace to stand

:)

Friday, January 23, 2009

not in the mood

yeap i just not in the mood to think about heart couple days later
I shut the door, so that only me...me..and me more inside
Having chat with GOD bla...bla...bla...the result that i have to continue my life
Nowadays i've got my own preparation for something
And it'll bring him in the future, but today only me and my work

dunno until when this gonna be on
but still in somewhere i can't reach the place now...it's still him

Monday, January 12, 2009

The Electricity

This is a story from friend
She told me that she met nu guys in town, they shook hand..well it's commonly right? We people just do it in any ocassion, just like a habit when meet new guy or to respect the other people.
Then she told me this, I feel some 'electricity' when that guy hand shook with me. Why it can happen yeah? Never happen before, but something continue after that. All dead memories i had and forget just like wake up in several moments. How can that things happen? Like something walk in UNLOGICAL rooms, but they are SO REAL.
Well I'm just stunning when heard this kinda statement.
I believe that something happen because a reason, also what will be happen so just happen (kun fayakun/ yang terjadi maka terjadilah)

So i just give her commentary that's might be real just relax and follow the clue of it ...
How bout you guys and gals out there? Any suggestion for this one?

Green is

Green is my favourite color
Green is the color of my yard
Green is my pasion of life
Green is the color of peace
Green is help you to get relax
Green is every where
Green is harmony of earth
So just go green in your heart
Like the green...green grass
So natural

The Spiderwick Chronicles

Oh for this one i collected the book first and put them on my shelf. Placed so pleased because I really like them. The story goes well and attractive illustration on it ;).
Then someday when I were in some dvd shop i found this movie. I took it, read then bought it. Few days later i watced them. Unfortunatelly the movie wasn't good as their books. But i've got message from it movie that i didn't get from the book.
And it was...
"Wherever we live in, don't forget to care and love each other, environments too. How har the way is, just don't GIVE UP easily to reach out THE FREEDOM..."

This one was a pleasantly movie to watch, it have own value too jus like Penelope. You can see so many great costume for the fairy land and excitement to see. Make you feel Merry :)

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Penelope

Have u ever seen this movie before? Some entertaining fairy tale story. very light just a lemon tea when u watched it. Funny too, just take a look whose Penelope?

PIG NOSE! - yeah she is but still have a heart just the same as normal people.

This kinda good movie because it have some value on the story. Something we can learn, about "However u like, just be your self then..."


I recommended this movie for those who like this genre of movie

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

In

What's in this year?

The hot one is a bombardier that Israel doing til this day to Palestine. Just like the time in the past, when i still younger. What a mess dirty do by whom have this idea. Respectfulness things, and yes again there must be victims in every war. Why this people can't stand out with PEACE, why everybody like to yell, torture, bombed. In fact so many places still in that situation yeap, yesterday i was watching news at TV's and found out that Tamil has their own action too. In my place there are some places having conflicts condition too.
What pathetic world nowadays...
There is something called LOVE, but somehow its hiding somewhere that most people today a little bit forget about. Some passion to lead many nations in the world make somebody forget about Who is he?...Why are they born for?...They mostly forget about something bigger than us as a Human. We are still having GOD outside, the One who processed this earth from the tiny things until the huge one that placed on this giant ball - world.
C'mon , at least take a time to think about this, PEACE in this world to gain the better future. Well healthy minds get a great work right? And those can help us to arrive at wealthy time too. Wealthy for everythings yeah not only material, but moral too. What a shame for people who told don't this or that to the youth but still doing the other side. Just learn from the old history. Why there's a falling of a nation?
DON'T BE SO SELFISH , LET'S LEARNING FROM THE OLD ERA, ADD LOVING, CARING EACH OTHER EVERYDAY IN THIS WORLD, SO THAT THE PEACE CAN GET, PEOPLE CAN SHARE EVERY GREAT IDEA TO HELP THIS WORLD BACK HEALTHY. AND YES! FOR ALL


wELLuhmm i guess that's it for now...PEACE upon a world